Voices Again

“Give your pain some release

And let the agony start to cease.

Your friends need never know

How far you decided to go…”

The voices are back in my head,

By stress and depression, always fed…

They ring again, again, and again,

Causing me so much bitter pain,

Breaking me down to whimper and cry,

Breaking me down ‘til I want to die…

“Your friends don’t need you

So give in to the Blue.

Leave them all behind,

No one will really mind…”

I stare into the dark abyss

Into the feelings I didn’t miss…

Feeling them again consume me

As I return to insanity.

This time however, unlike before,

I have someone I want to fight for…

“You know, she doesn’t really care…

You know, she doesn’t want you there…

She’d probably really love it if

You finally jumped off a cliff…”

The voices get desperate with their lies

Trying to break me, make me die,

To finally give up, give in

To the agony deep within…

I say again like I’ve said before,

I have someone worth fighting for,

And as long as they are alive,

I know that I will survive…