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I never thought that I would ever
Truly believe in the word forever,
But now I look at you and I see
The impossible possibility…
They all seem to say that love is forever
Though promises can break and bonds can sever,
I used to believe that forever was just a lie
That we try to make reality before we all die.
Never before have I felt it possible
For anything to last an eternity,
But for our lovely little fable,
There’s no end that I can see.
I guess predictions have limited range,
I guess one day things might change,
Whether for better or for worse,
For this is Life’s eternal curse.
All I know is all I need
Which is for you to always be
Forever right next to me
Through this life and into eternity…
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My eyes opened. Darkness greeted them. Grunting, I lifted myself out from under the covers. Vague shapes emerged as the sun slowly made its way higher, lighting the world. I glanced at the clock glowing next to my bed. Red, flickering light quietly announced that is was 4:45am. I sat up quietly,peering at my surroundings.
I'm not sure how long I sat there,watching the sun rise, catching a bleak light on my room, full of dark grey tones,drab and dull even in the light. Finally,I stood,picking up and pulling on a shirt off the floor. 
I plugged in a pair of earphones as I walked, my music already blaring as I stepped out into the world. The streets seemed silent, birds sung no song as they flew overhead and cars made no noise even as they rolled by on the road beside me. I was deaf to the world in my shell of music and thoughts.
The park was equally silent as I walked over the short, manicured grass, past the tress, to that spot, that table... The park was almost empty at
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Time to Leave
Trying to push against the current,
Trying in vain to hold my own
Against the oppression you present,
Why can’t you just leave me alone?
I know how childish this all seems,
That’s exactly what I want you to know.
I’m not as dependent as you believe,
I don’t need you, In fact I need to go.
I’m sick of you thinking that you have a say
In what I think, what I say, or what I do.
I’m sick of pretending that it’s all okay
But most of all, I’m sick of you.
You’ve treated me like a child for far too long;
Telling me how to live and what to believe,
But now it’s time for you to finish your song
And it’s finally time for me to leave…
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I can feel the light seep out of my bones
Leaving me lifeless and unable to moan.
By invisible hands I'm bound and tied,
Held by the demons I’ve hidden inside.
Monsters reside inside my head
Bringing me down until I wish I was dead.
Demons lie deep within my heart
Their whispers slowly tearing me apart.
I’m sick of this feeling within my chest,
Tired of the demons never letting me rest;
Endlessly hearing their relentless call
Until all I want is just to end it all…
I’ve battled the same demons for so long
That to stop would just feel so wrong,
But you’ve nearly driven them all away,
Leaving me with no more words to say…
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Siren Song
A voice rings in my head but not my ear,
Telling me all I don’t want to hear,
Like how in this life I don’t belong
And so begins the silent siren song…
Everything is great, maybe even divine,
Yet I’m still not okay or even barely fine.
Everything is alright but I’m all wrong,
Being driven insane by that siren song…
Every moment seems to last forever,
In a cycle that even love can’t sever.
This short life feels far too long
When hearing the slow siren song…
The voice still echoes within my head,
Singing of everything it knows I dread.
I’m starting to lose the will to carry on,
Sick of hearing this siren song…
I start to wonder if Death’s endless bliss
Is worth the pain of those that would miss
Me when I’m forever dead and gone,
Overcome and taken by the siren song…
Death is sounding more and more attractive
As I lose track of reasons to continue to live.
So now I’m givi
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Rosemary and Cyanide (Jumpstarts and Antidotes)
A bitter taste fills my mouth
But I can’t seem to get it out.
I’m choking and I’m crying;
I’m drowning, slowly dying…
Darkness fills me from the inside out,
Slowly working its way up my throat.
It kind of tastes a lot like suicide
With hints of rosemary and cyanide.
I start to vomit and to cough
But it just isn’t enough;
I’m dying inside, is it too late?
Is this death simply my fate?
A curtain of black falls over my eyes
Blinding me to all of Life’s lies.
Poisoned by the darkness in my head,
I break down until I wish I was dead.
I can feel you saving me like a jumpstart
To my broken apart, pitiful excuse of a heart.
I can feel you curing me like an antidote
Now these words aren’t the last I ever wrote…
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Warm and Bloody Heart
A familiar darkness consumes me from within,
Pushing me towards the deadliest of sins.
Everything inside of me is breaking apart
Everything except for my warm, bloody heart.
My mind and soul push me ever closer
To that from which I would never recover,
But something in my heart holds me back
From the everlasting abyss of Black.
Sometimes I get better, often I get worse,
Constantly fighting this depressive curse.
A trip to Hell would probably end the pain,
But then I know I’d never see you again.
You give me a reason to hold on
To Life even when it feels wrong,
You give me moments of happiness
Even when I’m drowning in darkness…
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please ignore this poem about writer's block
The feeling builds but no words come to me,
No way to vent away my insanity.
Writer’s block is holding me so fucking tight
That it seems there’s no way to fight.
From the inside out, I’m going insane,
Trying to find a way to end this pain;
Struggling to find some words to say,
Struggling to make my head okay.
I look around for some inspiration
But all I get is fucking frustration.
The feeling builds inside of me
Feeding this endless insanity...
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Fighting the Darkness
Author's Note: Please read description
My heart is aching within my chest
Never giving me a moment’s rest,
There’s something wrong inside of me,
There’s nothing wrong except for me…
Everything’s good, everything’s fine,
Everything is great except for my mind,
My life’s getting better but I’m getting worse
And I’m getting so sick of this fucking curse…
My limbs are starting to feel limp and dead,
As I try to ignore the voices in my head.
I know I shouldn’t be feeling this way,
Everything is great, why aren’t I okay?
I don’t know what is wrong with me
And my persistently depressive insanity,
My heart feels like a flickering light
But now I have a reason to try and fight.
You turned Blue months into mere minutes
And I don’t quite know how you did it,
But I believe that if not for you
I’d still be drowning in the Blue.
You make me wish I was completely okay
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September Sun
Gone are the days of feeling cold and lonely,
Of dark grey clouds being all I could see.
Gone are the days of endless suffering,
As Winter is ending and Spring is beginning.
August has released us from its freezing embrace,
Summer is starting to show its shining face,
August’s rain and clouds are fading away
Leaving me happier than words can say.
Winter will never really last forever,
All things will eventually get better.
Winter is just a time to remember
As we start to enter September.
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Rollercoaster II
Life is a rollercoaster, throwing you down and around,
Plummeting towards the rock-bottom of the ground,
Breaking you down until you can hardly bear it,
Tearing you apart until you can no longer take it…
Life has ups and downs, highs and lows,
But I promise you’ll be fine so long as you know
That the darkness never lasts forever,
Life can always change for the better.
Life can be terrible, as I’m sure you’d agree,
But it can also be beautiful, just wait and see,
Just hang on through the ride of your life
Through the mess of depression and strife.
When things get dark, or feel hopeless
Remember the darkness is never endless
Just try and hang on, dear reader, dear friend
And know that the agony will someday end.
So I ask you to please trust me
As I try to let you see
Death may be an inevitability
But Life itself, is an opportunity.
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Have you ever just looked at the stars at night
And had the feeling it’s going to be alright?
Have you ever just looked into somebody’s eyes
And felt your worries die, your hopes start to rise?
Have you ever just looked at someone you love,
Knowing they’ll manage to keep you above
The dark Black and the deep Blue
That has always haunted you?
Everyone has moments when they feel lost and hopeless,
Everyone has moments when they feel meaningless,
But when these lies come with the Blue,
Please remember they’re never true
And look for the positive, the silver lining,
Look for what makes life worth living.
Somewhere in there, I swear it will be,
No matter how hard it is to see.
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Scarred but Okay
You’ve taken away the worst part of me,
The part buried too deep to ever see.
Filled my empty heart with thoughts of you,
Crowding out the Black and Blue.
You pushed back the darkness and now I can see
The Blue was never actually a part of me
It’s just an infection, an ugly affliction,
A reflection of the pain within,
And when the pain is burned away
I’m left with a soul; scarred, but okay…
I’m still not perfect, in fact I’m far from it,
But now I have a way to climb from the pit
Of Black and Blue that held me so long
That I thought happy hopes were wrong,
But now I’m more okay than I’ve ever been,
Not bad, not perfect, but somewhere in between…
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English Exam Poem III: Done
Done, I’m finally finished and done
And I hated writing every single one.
I wasted your time as well as mine
With poetry described at best “eh, fine”.
Twenty minutes now left to waste
In fact I can already seem to taste
The freedom of walking out that open door
Out of the lights that made my eyes so sore.
So I hope you enjoyed this poetry
Created out of bored insanity.
About writing essays, I haven’t a clue,
But poetry, well, this isn’t all I can do.
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English Exam Poem II: Two O'Clock
My eyes wander around the hall,
Heeding my attention-span’s call.
I’ve doomed myself to fail and fall
But I’ve now stopped caring at all.
One hour down, only one to go.
Even though I’m starting to know
I won’t get good marks for the essay,
At least it’s now the end of the day.
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English Exam Poem I: This Little Poem
I can barely seem to keep my eyes open
As I scribble out this shitty little poem.
I’m so bored, going out of my mind
As I stare at all of these pages lined.
Open windows let some light into the room
But just can’t seem to cast away the gloom
As erratic minds scribble and scramble,
Writing essays they know are terrible.
Why the Hell is it that I can write
This little poem but I cannot recite
Something I studied and memorised?
While my brain fizzles, snaps and dies…
I know I really wasted my time
With this rambling mess of rhyme.
I just felt if I didn’t write this little ode
That I would just up and explode…
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woo. poems and stuff, you must be thrilled.

kidding ahahah, enjoy XD


Will write poetry for points
Just give me some ideas and I'll see what I can do for you
I can do romantic or emotional poetry, and I'm willing to try other genres if you have any ideas



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Hi, I am a writer.
That sentence has become more and more true since i started writing poetry early last year, as my writing has progressed from jarringly bad poems with no rhyme and no rhythm, to poems that even I myself admit are pretty good, with good rhythm and good rhyming couplets.
I also wrote a couple of short stories (which is why I joined DeviantArt in the first place), but they aren't worth much mention.

I am also a proud llama trader

So thankyou if you read this, and I hope you enjoy my work

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ForeverI never thought that I would ever
Truly believe in the word forever,
But now I look at you and I see
The impossible possibility…
They all seem to say that love is forever
Though promises can break and bonds can sever,
I used to believe that forever was just a lie
That we try to make reality before we all die.
Never before have I felt it possible
For anything to last an eternity,
But for our lovely little fable,
There’s no end that I can see.
I guess predictions have limited range,
I guess one day things might change,
Whether for better or for worse,
For this is Life’s eternal curse.
All I know is all I need
Which is for you to always be
Forever right next to me
Through this life and into eternity…

Personally I feel that it shows how rusty I've gotten, the rhythm and flow don't feel right, but hey, it's something, and it's actually honestly happy, not like the few "happy" poems I've written that reeked of desperation and badly hidden depression
But anyway, I hope it doesn't take another month for inspiration to strike again, because this poem filled the final page in my poetry notebook, and I have a new one to fill XD
Enjoy the poem, leave me feedback (whether good, or ways i could improve)
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Oh Mai gawd my girlfriend is the best like she’s literally the best I couldn’t live without her and I’m soooooooooo lucky to have her!! Except she makes me happy and make my poetry shit but oh well 😂😂 *When your boyfriend doesn’t log out of his dA on your phone* 😂😂
"I don't make art, art makes me"
-Every artist ever
Posted a short story, it's dark and kinda depressing (wrote it months ago), but I hope you like it :)
Sprawled out and paralysed,
By invisible nails, I'm crucified;
Bound and held by the demons
That I've always held within...
Everything is alright but I'm all wrong,
Starting to hear the same old siren song...


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