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My heart is aching within my chest
Never giving me a moment’s rest,
There’s something wrong inside of me,
There’s nothing wrong except for me…
Everything’s good, everything’s fine,
Everything is great except for my mind,
My life’s getting better but I’m getting worse
And I’m getting so sick of this fucking curse…
My limbs are starting to feel limp and dead,
As I try to ignore the voices in my head.
I know I shouldn’t be feeling this way,
Everything is great, why aren’t I okay?
I don’t know what is wrong with me
And my persistently depressive insanity,
My heart feels like a flickering light
But now I have a reason to try and fight.
You turned Blue months into mere minutes
And I don’t quite know how you did it,
But I believe that if not for you
I’d still be drowning in the Blue.
You make me wish I was completely okay
And maybe I will be, somewhere, someday
But for now I fight my darkness inside,
Fight my desires of razors and cyanide.
Before now I was slowly losing the fight
But you’ve helped me become semi-alright,
Bringing White to my heart of Black,
Giving me the strength to fight back.
You’ve fixed the broken, revived the dead,
You’ve almost cured the disease in my head,
You’ve given me a way to change my perspective,
You’ve given me more than enough reason to live.
It may be true that every now and again
I am consumed by Black and Blue pain
But now I don’t always wish to die,
Now “I’m okay” is rarely just a lie.
She Does Not Love You
Don't you get it?
My last words
Thankyou, and sorry for sounding like an ass, I'm just sick of people I don't know asking if I'm ok.
Z
I can tell this one took a lot of effort and time. I enjoyed reading it!